friends

Such a lovely creature, not many pictures have I seen catch my eye in such a manner. Such beauty, her smile just pulls you into it's warmth. Warming you, making you want to join in with one of your own. Eyes that sparkle like gemstones in the moonlight. A lovelier creature I've not seen. In first glancing saying to myself, "What I wouldn't give spend a moment in time with that". I'll send her a message for kicks, we'll see if she's even real or will even respond. Imagine my surprise, when upon logging in I found a message, and it was from her. Being the optimistic person that I am, ok what site does she want me to join to chat? I chuckled to myself. After exchanging a few messages back and forth we started instant messaging each other. Conversation with her was a breath of fresh air, not only was she not a porn bot, she was an amazing person to talk to. I find myself longing to talk to her, she enters my thoughts unannounced. I even have dreamed of her, and a reality that can never be. She tugs at my heart strings in ways I've not felt. Funny, full of whit, highly intelligent, could such a perfect woman exist..... ? Here before me is the greatest discovery since the lightbulb. I am very fortunate to have her as my friend, we are soulmates, though I am not truly sure what kind of soulmates we are ...... only time will tell.....

Breaking...

This particular part of the blog is called Desires. Many ideas have been explored and written about. Perhaps I should share one of my own.

If given the chance, the following is ....


As the car door slowly opened, my heart felt as though it would stop, "Could it really be her, after all this time, could it be?" I asked myself. A shiver ran through me that shook me to my soul. As she closed the door I could see it was her. It was the love of my life. Her dark shoulder length hair gently moving to the breeze. A face worthy of heaven itself glowing in the moonlight. Eyes sparkling like gemstones. I'm so taken in by the sight almost forgetting why I am there. As she approaches me, I fall to my knees, "My love, I have something to tell you" I was barely able to mutter. "Your love to me is as the air I breathe, without you in my life, it feels like I'm just slowly withering away. You brought such joy and happiness to me. I cannot ask you to forget, but I beg you to forgive what I did and how I acted. You are the most precious person in my life. I got caught up in work and activities and forgot you. When you wanted to participate in life, I was jealous, I am sorry my love. Life without you just isn't worth living. Reaching out for you in the middle of the night, still I reach for you each morning. I'm not whole without you my love. You complete me. Once upon a time I didn't think I needed you, I was wrong." Upon my knees, staring at her face, I await my answer....